December 2010
Anonymous asked: sounds like a shit year
Anonymous asked: why would you call a mental breakdown memorable?
Anonymous asked: why would you call a mental breakdown memorable?
2010 reflection challenge ~ condensed version
1: A few things you will never forget in 2010.
basement days, hanging out with the stoners, the skatepark glory-days, start of my smoking habit, parties, summer of “love”, complete psychological breakdown, start of my drug habit, days of circle
2: Relationship(s).
oh wow well there was chris the crackhead, then the one that got away, and then THE ANTICHRISTTT
3: The best day.
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Reblog if you fell for a douche bag in 2010.
sitting here crying my eyes out at "the admiral" -...
follow him, he's lovely :3
http://mrhighwaysthinkingabouttheend-.tumblr.com
i'd like to rewind and try this year again,...
things i had in 2010 that i’ll miss in 2011:
- my virginity
- the sensation of being in love
- the days before the depression.
i began this year young, happy and naive. i’ll be leaving it hateful and bitter and fucked up. there’s no such thing as a “fresh start”. the past doesn’t just become irrelevant.
new year resolutions (at least, the ones i...
you know that one song that you can't even choose... →
“maybe i had said something that was wrong
can i make it better with the lights...”
– the xx
the last few minutes of christmas make me feel low...
good haul this year :3
hp laptop (my new baby), laptop case & mouse, woolly jumper, calvin klein underwear, black skinnies, an ugly hat from topshop which i can refund for £20, clock necklace, socks, earphones and other small things :)
what did you guys get?
new laptop
yezhovshchina asked: Merry Christmas! :D xx
yezhovshchina asked: Merry Christmas! :D xx
why do i do this to myself
give me that old fashioned morphine
three followers til one hundred tralala happy...
and i'm a bloody big mess inside
P.T.S.D.
avoidance of stimuli associated with the trauma, such as certain thoughts or feelings, or talking about the event(s);
avoidance of behaviors, places, or people that might lead to distressing memories;
inability to recall major parts of the trauma(s), or decreased involvement in significant life activities;
decreased capacity (down to complete inability) to feel certain feelings;
an...